Episode 12: I Am Buddha

I have not a single doubt that I am Buddha. This certainty is not a result of reading texts, such as the Uttaratantra, where it says that my defilements are temporary and not my true nature; I am not one of those people who has the wit to rely on logic and reasoning, I am too suspicious of this self who is doing the relying. No, I believe I am a Buddha because my masters have told me I am a Buddha, again and again. I am one of those lazy beings who enjoys affirmation from others, especially affirmation from my masters. But keep in mind that my masters also said all beings are Buddha.

Alas, even though I am Buddha, this Buddha is cocooned like a silkworm. My silky cocoon is endless, delicate, and colorful. This cocoon is mind. And I am stuck with this mind, just as I am stuck with a bent ear and a mole on my upper lip. I suppose for the bent ear and the mole on my lip, I could go to Seoul to have them altered to near perfection. As for altering or removing mind, it’s altogether a different matter.

If this mind stayed idle, frozen, it would be a different ballgame, but that’s not the case. This mind keeps on painfully cognizing, irritatingly noticing, frustratingly feeling, agonizingly knowing, uncontrollably judging, hopelessly confirming, and deceptively empathizing, on and on, incessantly. This mind also keeps on leisurely misunderstanding, easily making misassumptions, blindly miscuing and simply missing the Buddha all the time. This mind is like a domesticated monkey who knows all the tricks his captor has taught—to dance and to do somersaults—but who doesn’t seem to have a clue how to take off the leash that binds him. Wouldn’t it be better to be a stone or a piece of wood? That is if we could choose. I don’t even want to be a Philip K. Dick android, even they suffered from something akin to empathy.

I may have painted a picture of the mind as something deluded and uncooperative, even malicious, but all is not lost. The mind can be useful. As much as the mind is a cocoon, the mind is also the path that will lead to the Buddha. It is the mind that does the longing for the Buddha. It is the mind that admires the Buddha. When the mind is cornered by suffering, the mind longs to be awakened and be free. When this mind interacts with the world, from the moment it enters until it exits, it does so through seeing, smelling, tasting, hearing, feeling, and knowing, leading to myriad games, colors, shapes, and hues. And like a murderer leaving a bloodstain, as mind pervades and conquers the world, the mind always leaves an imprint.

As subtle as it may be, when the mind dances through the cognizance of smell, it carves the deepest imprint. It’s not tangible, yet leaves such a strong impression. Even after decades have passed, every time I use Pears soap, memories of Lama Sonam Zangpo, my mother’s father, come alive. I can’t remember what his towel looked like, but this scent of Pears is so vivid. And the smell of burning juniper, mugwort, and incense remind me of him making offerings every morning. The smell of barley reminds me of the evenings when he offered sur. Among the recipients of this offering are beings called terang. They are believed to be goblins whose suffering is an addiction to hiding people’s belongings as a prank. They get so intertwined by this prank playing that they forget to eat for eons and they are always hungry.

My grandfather was a yogi. He never owned a big house. He moved around constantly. I remember in one of the homes he lived, he stayed in a room so small the bed barely fit inside. Next to his bed was a wall and the wall had a small portal from which he could look into the adjoining room where everything happened. People would sit there and receive teachings from Lama Sonam Zangpo through this hole. If he was to meet dignitaries or other visitors, he did so in the same way. They could barely see him through that hole.

It is believed that he never really lay down to sleep like a normal human being, which I cannot confirm because I was always asleep before him. Early in the morning when I woke up he would already be sitting doing prayers or meditating or commissioning a painting or whatever else. Everything happened from his bed. Toward the end of his life, he barely walked around. Early in the morning when we all woke up, his attendant Tsokola would bring a large pail filled with luke warm water and he would wash his face right on his bed using Pears soap. That’s the only soap I remember him using.

Now, after 50 years, even when I see the brownish translucence of a bar of Pears soap, I can recall the smell and I am taken right into that tiny room in Hontsho, Thimphu, or even to an earlier place called Kulikata. Also the smell of cows and cow dung always takes me back to my childhood as our family owned a few cows. And coriander, ginger and chili, take me to Dewathang and memories of my grandmother making Bhutanese chili salad.

Obviously not all smells bring good memories. Even after all these years, every time an Indian truck barrels by, the clouds of exhaust bring unpleasant memories I have of travelling from Phuntsholing to Thimphu in the back of the truck. I made this journey several times many years ago and it would take three days; a journey that can now be achieved in just four hours. But maybe that smell of exhaust is so unsettling because soon after I was recognized as a tulku when I was a young child, I had to bid farewell to my grandparents. They walked with me for a day to the nearest road where a flatbed truck awaited. Through a cloud of exhaust, we drove off, as the image of my grandmother crying on the roadside receded.

It is believed that all the greatest masters have a distinctive scent. Their discipline of not harming and diligently always helping others is so strong that it manifests as a fragrance: the fragrance of right conduct. This mysterious scent could be detected in Kyabje Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche’s room. Of course, many other scents from different substances filled the room. The endless rituals and initiations performed there required burning so much incense. Kyabje Rinpoche was one of the biggest propagators of the incense from the Mindroling tradition. He also used all different kinds of soaps and moisturizers. There was always Nivea cream in a blue tin and tubes of Boroline. But this distinctive, indescribable fragrance did not come from any of these olfactory substances. Wherever he manifested, be it a taxi in Kathmandu or on a bench in an Indian train station, this fragrance could be traced, at least for a short time. It permeated his robes. Years after he passed away, I remember going into his chambers at Shechen Monastery in Boudanath and I would try to inconspicuously sniff his bed.

Recently, I went to La Sonnnerie in France, where Kyabje Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche had given so many teachings and where his bed is still kept as if he’s just gone out for a short visit. I entered the room and placed my head on the bed and instantly, nearly thirty years later, the memory of the smell came back. Probably it was my mind playing tricks. Nevertheless, this memory of a smell was enough to bring back the reminder that, no matter how I roam in this delusion, I am the Buddha. I am the Buddha.

If one knows how to use the cocoon, to unravel the thread and use it as a guide, it can lead us to the awakened state. Emulating the great Saraha, I pay homage to the jewel-like mind, cocoon that it may be.

Featured Image: Buddha TV by South Korean artist Nam June Paik 

Skills

Posted on

April 17, 2018

157 Comments

  1. Aria Gerouki

    Precious!!! Thank you again, Rinpoche…

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    • Lesley Agar

      I love ur writing that takes ideas and like a river meanders along the countryside revealing fascinating things which in end clarify the concept you are revealing. You write beautifully. Thankyou, your writing is a warm and nourishing beverage like hot chocolate.

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      • Eli

        Where you able to witness the Jerusalem syndrome on your recent trip?

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    • Pema seldon

      How beautiful and worth reading this book la rinpoche…seeing u in reality vibrates my body and thanks to karma for giving me chance to c u la rinpoche…i agree to karmic connection la rinpoche….

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    • Elizabeth Cristina Vizentin Aldana

      _/\_ <3

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    • ’Thinlay

      Thank you for talking about your grandfather. I grew up hearing about him.

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  2. Sudhakar

    Thank You la

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  3. DzongsarJamyangKhyentseFanClub

    Just as Kyabje Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche smells pleasant memories to you, you are a fragrance to a wretched soul like me and removing the stench of ignorance from me ….

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    • Andrea Khyentse Wanmo

      Beloved Guru thank you.bowing in gratitude to you always. May your delicious fragrance of compassion and wisdom
      Permeate this lazy student and all who follow you. May your health be strong. I love you.
      P.s. those goblins live in my house,hiding my false tooth, glasses cell phone.

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  4. Tara

    Letting fall the lotosleaves
    to your feet
    _()_

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  5. Daniel

    Wow. Respect. Really beautyful

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  6. José

    Thank you Rinpoche! These stories help me so much. I am near 59 and have been studying and practicing Buddhism for 45 years and yet, only now, in the past couple of years do I feel I have the tiniest bit of knowledge or gratitude for having been exposed to Dharma so young. Your presence in this world helps. I am humbly appreciative and pray we meet one day.

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    • Charlene

      Same same!

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  7. Ebon

    Thank you la Rinpoche. Such beautiful words to awaken the Buddha in me 🙏😊

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  8. Do Valter

    Thank you Rimpoche !

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  9. Yeshig

    When i feel agitated or dull, i go through these episodes and reading the lines brings tears to my eyes. For me sheding tears is precious as it makes my heart warm and make me feel little compassionate. I am 29 years old and of all the tears i have shed….reading the writings of rinpoche triggered the most.

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  10. Kathleen Lyon

    How beautiful and elegant, to show us yet another way to use mind skillfully, with such tenderness and love. Thank you, Rinpoche, always my heart Buddha.

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  11. Dawa Drolma

    Homage to Khyentse Rinpoche. We praying for your visit in Dzongsar this summer.

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  12. Raluca

    So good to read you again.Surgery seems to be good, as while recovering, people have more time to write.Pls, more.
    A perfume addict.

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    • jampa Tsomo

      :-))))

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    • Dhondup Dolma

      I have understood what Buddhism real means through your teaching, Rinpoche. “What makes you not a Buddhist” is best ever book i have read amongst all the best selling books over centuries. Your interpretation to Buddhism is much an understanable to all levels of Buddhist background. I bow you in homage, Rinpoche.🙏

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  13. choney

    Thank you so much Rinpoche for sharing such a inspiring nostalgic accounts. Thank you so much for being the Buddha for us thereby reflecting our inner Buddha.🙏🙏🙏💐💐💐

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  14. Cene

    Beautifully written- again Rinpochela. Yes the smell can put you immediately to that particular time and place. ❤️ Keep shining on us dear Rinpochela. Lama Khyeno 🙏🏽Have a long and healthy life full
    Of pearls💙

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  15. Gwen (Tsundru Yangzom )

    My heart felt squeezed reading your stories, Rinpoche with much gratitude. I’m so happy that you continue to guide us all in so many ways whether we are in your presence of not.

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  16. Gauri Pema Lhamo

    You are the Buddha°

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  17. Sherry Tara Marshall

    Please live long Rinpoche. I pray you are free of pain. Your writing is like a subtle Summer breeze gently drifting into my essence. I offer;
    “I have been close to oblivion before. My death so near, I can reach out and touch it.
    Yet because of you, I return again and again. Wherever you go, I will always follow.
    The heart of purity breathes the sweetness of surrender.
    And this time, like all those endless times, I forever remember you.
    Behind the hidden walls of time, we are never separated.
    Timeless is our connection and faith our conduit.
    Yielding again and again to the Truth of what is.”

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  18. Catherine PAUL

    Smells like love
    May your odour remain for aeons!

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  19. Meg

    Yes Rinpoché, smell is a very emotional sense,does it mean emotions or senses are threads through time? A poem from a Japanese Lady whose husband is taken to prison for execution ,says how her memories are like a thread of cotton she can retrace to be with him,sorry i don’t know where i read it now i’d love to share it with you.Thankyou for your rich writing.

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  20. Lowell Boyers

    Precious Guru, May you live long, and may your sensitive and creative touch, activities that reach beyond description,liberate countless beings!

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  21. Tsering Yangzom

    Thank you for holding it strongly in your mind that you are the Buddha. Thank you for sharing intimate stories of how your mind has been shaped by the grace of great beings. May all beings strive for an awakened mind.

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  22. Rinchen Lhamo

    Dear Best and Only, another blessed transmission of excruciating joy and heartbreak from you. The universe dawns freshly beautiful, all poets everywhere since beginningless time surrender in love with you. Thank you, always.

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  23. C

    Thank you for the memory :)… I love the smell of baby “shit”, makes my heart melt all the time :)…and it annoys me if I have to smell frequently the perfume of my ex husband ( not because it smells bad but because it makes me think of him, having said that he was a wonderful husband :)) hoping you are recovering well :)! Xxx

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  24. Mark

    Tears, tears, tears

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    • Patricia Stein

      You are in my life my dear Buddha, my light.

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  25. Kesang

    Rinpoche la. And here I thought I was the only one who thought Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche had a distinct fragrance. That smell has stuck with me for a lifetime and yes, I can only smell a faint bit of it wherever Rinpoche had stayed, including my mind. It is comforting to knoe it wasn’t just my imagination la.

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  26. Tenzin tsewang

    I haved rubbed, thought that was all. now it’s time to sniff, next time. Rinpoche

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  27. Kesang

    I think I remember a little of what that distinct smell was.
    Chugo
    Sweet butter
    Mindroling incense
    Bumthang juniper powder
    Gugul
    Bryeel cream
    Nivea

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    • Khamsum Rangdrol

      Precious writing..
      It Just blow off my mind..
      Thank you so much..
      Blessed

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  28. Sylvie Calvet

    Glad to know Your mind is so vivid !…….
    the discipline of great masters not harming and always helping confirmed my own working mind ( though I never doubted it ) and memories on some other ” teacher ” ‘s ” position” and ” qualities ”
    Mind is a precious tool ……and Your memories remind us how essential is the Presence and Teachings of Great Teachers !….for mind to follow the prper Path.
    Poets are precious too : I like the words of the one whose mind inspired him to write : ” I’m celebrating the Essential , i’m celebrating Your Presence ” ( …..as figuratif as it is for the last … decades ! )
    Keep Your Mind in great spirit and company…..for Buddha Dharma and many Beings ‘s benefit !

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  29. Pema Seden

    🏹
    🥛🥛🥛🍑🍎🍐🍊🍇🍍🍈🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼
    🙏🙏🙏

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  30. martha boyden

    Rinpoche, a shower of blessings

    Perhaps it would be correct to credit Nam June Palk for the first image as he and his video art added much to the visual dialogue – even being used by a Living Buddha

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  31. Timaree Bierle-Dodds

    Thank you Rinpoche! Tashi Delek. and may Rinpoche’s health be improving, so Rinpoche lives a long long life, and all Rinpoche’s activities be accomplished!

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  32. katrina

    Like the new-moon on the dark sky
    you open the world of secret fragrance
    how could one ever forget
    this unique expression
    for those who
    has been
    in
    presence

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    • Christin

      I love this. Thank you katrina.

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  33. Esther

    The smell of wet earth after the first rainfall in a while, the beginnings of the unraveling of the cocoon.
    Anesthesia can be like datura and perhaps gives more of a sense of Buddha-ism as well. Just like perhaps near death experiences which result in inundation of neurochemicals in the mind.
    Science and religion have quite a bit in common–perhaps something understood by the Medicine Buddha and astrologists as well.
    You may like to say that you are lazy, but ever wonder about how it came to be that you started making movies under the tutelage of Bertolucci?

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  34. Randy Gilana

    Dear Rinpoche, Against all odds your illness got me to chant. And for a long time, too. Thanks for manifesting the illness, seems to have opened hearts.

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  35. tseyang

    It is endearing to hear of Lama Sonam Zangpo’s preferences.
    Nothing quite matches the smell of a bar of Pears soap, rinpoche… :3

    Kadrinchey for so generously unravelling the silken threads as you whirl and twirl in the fragrances from the so called past.

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  36. Sonam Choden

    So beautiful, profound and inspiring. Heart filled with gratitude and with teary eyes there is no words to thank you Rinpoche la.Even though did not have the good fortune to meet with your greats masters but you invoke their presence and blessings and fragrance in me through your beautiful and profound Dharma writings. Homage to you Rinpoche and all your great masters. Please bless me and all others like me so that we too can recognise our Buddha nature. Pray for your long life and speedy recovery from the surgery.Take care la we need you Rinpoche.

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  37. David

    So grateful Rinpoche for all that you share!

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    • Wolf

      Movies have such stories to tell. Even Hollywood is susceptible to outside messaging whether it be Wall Street interests or something else.

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  38. Tshering Tobgyel

    Keep on writing and teaching Rinpoche. I am listening and learning more on buddhism. I can comfortably say I have gained a little understanding and I hope to be a buddhist practioner from more of your writings and teachings. Than you !

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  39. OLIVANTI SABINE

    Rinpoche, so happy that such good memories of Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche’s fragrance stay here in France. Please come again and again to fulfill the air of your Bouddha smell.

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  40. Chakre Le Thar

    Oh boy ….
    any word would fail –
    so take a smile
    reflecting on this
    chatterbox display
    :))

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  41. DD

    Thank you Rinpoche for reminding that this cocoon is the Buddha.

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    • Emily

      Hindu Kush Cantor
      Cranes flying over mountains
      Lost termas revealed

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  42. doris

    When you once left Berlin after teaching at small Wannsee,you left a rainjacket behind, which i passed on to my then still young son. Jasper took it, sniffed the inside and immediately said: “Oh, it smells like Tibetan inscence” – maybe he meant ‘Bhutanese’?

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  43. Max

    Haunted by coincidences. He must be omniscient.

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  44. David

    Thank you Rinpoche, I’ve been waiting for each of these installments. They are inspirational, insightful, and beautifully written.

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  45. Michaela

    Thank you, Rinpoche

    Somehow answers come in unexpected way, so magic -.
    By the way, your f.b. foto reminds me to
    the exposed car of Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche
    in his garden –
    diving deep down from the surface of memories,
    to be unseparable.

    ***

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  46. Chinmaya Nath

    Last summer we were graced by the presence of our Master, Kulavadhuta Satpurananda, here in the U.S. I remember one afternoon we were driving in the car on our way home from dinner (or was it evening and we were walking by the lake?) and suddenly I detected a beautiful smell, like that of sandalwood mixed with rose and honey. It was a nearly indescribable perfume; both floral and musky, of Earth and Ether equally. I turned to Baba and His attendant, my Vajra sister Ma Shodashi Prajna, and asked, “Is someone wearing sandal perfume?” They both looked at me blankly, shaking their heads. “No one put-on some sweet smelling lotion?” I persisted. “No,” they answered. “New shampoo?” “Nope.” But I intuitively knew the authentic source of the fragrance, and it wasn’t from a manufactured substance or anything else applied externally.

    Baba had explained years ago that when an exalted being has purified all of his or her chakras through the ascending practice, and then has come down from the state of Ati Yoga in the descending path to unfurl the chakras, a magical perfume is emitted from the person’s body. “Magical” only because it is a spiritual essence that can’t be explained or quantified by empirical standards. I have often smelled this alluring, yet comforting aroma coming from my Master. Even as we dripped sweat, covered in a thin veneer of road dust, from walking in the Maharastra heat, it was there. Even among that Howrah potpourri of piss and cigarettes and diesel and Pan juice, boarding the Darjeeling Mail as we made our way overnight to NJP. At the cremation ground amidst the wafting barbecue or in a wayside momo shop, the smell was there. In truth, on that day last summer, I already knew the source when I turned to them and asked, but I wanted to give my objective mind a chance to prove the heart wrong, a tactic that rarely yields a satisfying result in my experience.

    And that smell of the diesel and the winding roads and its unpleasant shout in our memories: “Remember your suffering!” This is a great lesson. I’ll never forget the first and last time I set eyes on Chatral Sangye Dorje Rinpoche: After three weeks lingering in Pharping and missing chance after chance to meet with Him, due to various mishaps, Rinpoche’s failing health, and my incapability to observe Ma Saraswati’s strict appointment schedule, we had left Nepal unfulfilled, unable to receive the face-to-face blessing we had been wishing for. We returned to the hermitage in Sikkim near the end of monsoon and it was back to life as normal, until we needed to leave again a few weeks later to meet my in-laws at Bagdogra. They were coming to visit us in India for the first time. So we departed from Gangtok in a share jeep, 14 people crammed together…you know how it is. I was sitting in the back seat, facing the rear of the vehicle, and as the driver whipped around those curves through endless clouds of diesel exhaust, I grew increasingly nauseous. By the time we passed Sevoke and came over the river along that final stretch on our way into Siliguri, I was about ready to spew chunks, so I began chanting the Vajra Guru mantra over and over and over again, in a low growl, as much to feel the soothing vibration in my guts as out of any sense of devotion.

    We slowed down behind a line of vehicles waiting at the railroad crossing near Salugara. I looked up, facing behind the jeep, and saw in the vehicle directly behind us, the radiant, majestic, smiling face of an ancient man, His face weathered in brown leather, with a white beard, wearing a maroon beanie, t-shirt and lunghi; you know: His regular attire. He was leaning over to the driver and laughing with a child seated in the backseat, a young monk. The driver was dressed in lama clothing too. There were two women in the backseat. It was clearly and unmistakably Chatral Rinpoche. I practically gasped with surprised, and began weeping. He looked forward and we made eye contact for one eternal moment, before His jeep suddenly turned off Sevoke Road, out of sight in a cloud of dust.

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  47. charmaine

    WOW

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    • Meg

      Thankyou ,a,fantastic story !
      i love it ,you are blessed!!!

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  48. Martin T. Bosnev

    Dearest Rinpoche,
    is it a blasphemy if I suggest the making of a film from a big nice Sutra?

    Thanks

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  49. Christophe Ordureau

    Thank you very much Rinpoché for your precious teaching that you share with us .

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  50. Brechtsje

    Emaho you are beloved saraha eternally and blissfully, thank you for your generosity

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  51. Valerie Forester

    Val F:
    How your words are Leading us to accumulate the Devotion of Inseparability urging frozen emotions to melt into wisdom, the over used word of Thankyou is embarrassingly inadequate but Thank You Rinpoche!

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  52. Spero Latchis

    I will always remember marigolds in the moonlight and dancing Indian maidens. your precious gift of deathlessness. Deer Park last year

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  53. Jambay Wangchuk

    Rinpochhey, I visited the holy mugwort you referred in the introduction of this episode. It is heaven on earth. I am fortunate to be serving in this locality. We are now making a good mule track connecting, Ney Tsachhu, Khempa Jong and even Yonten Kuenjong from Jasabi, Dungkar. Please consider visiting la. Also shower your unconditional love and blessing to this Dzongkhag.

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    • Gyurme

      Thank You Mr Jambay Wangchuk
      My parents come from this place called Ugyen Pho (cave above Jasabi). They often talk of Khempa Jong and Yonten Kuenjung. It is nice to know that mule track is being put in place. Maybe it is done by now.

      Regards

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  54. Tashi

    Dear Honorable Rinpoche,
    Thank you for explaining about the lost items. As a child my parents would threaten to temporarily take my things if they weren’t kept in order. Sometimes my personal things would just disappear and I would find them weeks later on my made-up bed. My other meditation teachers had told me that there were spirits in our house, but its interesting to know exactly what was happening.
    Best regards.

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  55. Anna

    Rub an essential oil into your palm and your outside hand will equally emit the fragrance. Scents do permeate us as much as thoughts can do.

    I hope to encounter you in this life and be blessed by you, equally as you have been blessed by your masters, your ancestry and lineage.
    Please live long Guruji. Please remember Guruji. I pray.

    Let go of outlook’s razor-edge and rest.
    Step out of deep practice’s cozy cocoon and rest.
    Break out of behavior’s constricting conventions and rest.
    Throw away expectations for dramatic results and rest.

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  56. shakre le thar

    Oh gosh … will read it – !
    May be will feel the kuebler-rossness too.
    Confidently warm regards ***

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  57. Tara

    The thread of the cocoon ….
    reminds to Ariadne in greec mythologie.
    Yes, may it be so.

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  58. Sylvia Meade

    I love how this is listed under “skills.” 💕

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  59. Jamyang Chodron

    This reminds me of an audience I had with His Holiness Sakya Trichen. I said to him “You are Buddha.” His reply, ” I am no different than you.” Thank you Rinpoche.

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  60. ***

    Wooooohm !!!

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  61. Ch. l. T.

    Being ear
    receiving
    the sound of
    life
    being mind
    remembering
    sunandmoonlike
    smile
    being here and now
    love is

    _()_

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  62. viviros

    Dear Rinpoche la.

    This episode is beautiful…..Ican´t use the smell to bring back the memories of the Great Masters as you can but your memories are like the warm breath of the entire Linage Masters in my heart and ear. Deep gratitude. _(())_

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  63. viviros

    Precious Rinpoche la,

    The lights and shadows on your sunglasses are so cool 🙂 _(())_

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  64. Marlyn

    Precious memories shared once again! May you live long in excellent health. It is my only hope that I will have the merit to meet you one day. Thank you, Rinpoche, for remaining with us and continuing to be a beacon of certainty in this confusing reality.

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  65. Artem Ash

    speechless, Rinpoche… thank you beyond words, for all that you are and all that you do, beyond words.

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  66. James Gritz

    I too know you are a Buddha. Since you and my other teachers have told me I am also Buddha I think at times they must be right. But…with more moments of confusion than awake it is not so easy to remember.

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  67. Luke L 61

    Your absence has gone through me
    Like thread through a needle.
    Everything I do is stitched with its color.
    — W. S. Merwin

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    • Luke L 61

      “It is believed that all the greatest masters have a distinctive scent.”

      “If one knows how to use the cocoon, to unravel the thread and use it as a guide, it can lead us to the awakened state.”

      Reflecting on these two quotes make me think of all the departed spiritual masters whose scent are continuously imbuing the thread of the cocoons so that we may unravel it with wisdom.

      The absence of the old Masters, along with the presence of those living, can potentially pass through us like scented thread through the eye of a needle and serve its next purpose.

      Always thinking of you Rinpoche — but your name is quite long and the acronym too impersonal. Therefore, we name you Truth Rinpoche and that sounds just right to us.

      Thanks for helping so many of us. Much love.

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  68. katrina

    How hard to bear –
    mids of the end of a thread
    and the dust in the wind
    (just my limited projection)
    and far from the real fragrant sniff
    thank you for encouraging
    to go beyond
    all imagery
    and thahk you
    staying in imagery
    for the sake of communication
    With limitless gratitude & love

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    • Shakre le thar

      May it shine through
      blissed
      cyper-space
      lotos-ones
      :))

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  69. Pema Chhoden

    I am deeply touched and thank you Rimpochey again /\

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  70. Michaela

    Happy birthday, dear Rinpoche
    may be you enjoy between the games
    this beautyfull flight with fitting music:
    Pink Floyd – Cluster one/marooned :))
    Long life full of light to you.

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  71. Arturo

    Extremely beautiful. Very helpful. My mind liked it, my heart feels gratitude for you. May my senses have again the privilege of catching the colors, the air, the sounds coming from your actual presence on this earth. May it be soon. May I see you always happy and may us, your students, always be a source of happiness for you. May my mind always find its way to you so the Buddha in you greets the Buddha in me.

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  72. katrina

    Masterpiece indeed – how slightly setting the points; for example Coka Cola, the Big Ben playing clock, the monks sound in Kyoto. Also great acting, fully emotional range. Thank you for pointing to, dear Rinpoche.
    Wish you the best for your Buddha-film !

    Reply
    • Delog

      It’s amazing the story a painting can tell. Or even an expressionless mask.

      Reply
  73. Sabine Foubert

    Wauw! Dear RinpocheLa, thank you very much for sharing your wisdom view! This episode (11) is wonderful and is touching me deeply.
    All episodes of ‘Mugwortborn’ are such a blessing! With humble gratitude I bow at your lotus feet.

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  74. Meg

    Thankyou Rinpoche once again ,so raw ,so honest ,so touching !

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  75. Shakre Le Thar

    Apparently lost
    in illusory Monsun ?
    99% unmoved by
    wordly concerns
    practicing the 1(%)-pointed
    non-longiness
    bla bla bla
    gentle voice returns

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  76. Sonam

    Eagerly waiting for the next episode. ☺️☺️

    Reply
    • ***

      Deeply listening
      to my breath
      for a sign
      of life from
      Buddha

      Reply
  77. Tara

    Wellcome back to marketplace

    _()_ _()_ _()_

    flying and singing
    for you

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  78. Ch. l. T.

    Rinpoche,
    dont that we expect another chapter …
    but knowing, this has not been “it”
    humbly receiving
    what so´ever is given – or not.

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  79. Tara

    Unmeasured activity
    unmeasured benefit
    unmeasured down bow

    ***

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  80. Evaldas

    I am starting to be more interested not in enlightenment but what it does to people especially in vajrayana. Sometimes you meet teachers that inspire you to the skies but when you get to know them … you start to wonder … what was the point? they are no better then average joe when things get out of their natural situation…

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  81. fangs and mustache

    Who is it who has the expectation
    who is it who is inspired
    who is it who bring up this fullness
    of non-average titels
    and who is using words
    out of silent vastness

    Reply
    • Wax and Whine

      To quote Hema Hema,
      “what can you do when you are unknown”

      Don’t go looking for an identity as it will only open a portal of grief. Who can be a mosaic that takes on many forms?

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  82. living is dying

    Slowly stepping through
    finishing the Woody chapter
    just have to say
    thank you, Rinpoche
    in the name of all Woodys.
    May we think big
    facing what ever may arrise

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  83. Bakes

    I really love reading these stories. I read them over and over. Sometimes when I’m lonely and miss you I find it helps – it’s comforting and I feel closer to you. Sometimes I feel even sadder but I do still feel closer. Thanks for sharing and reaching out this way. I look forward to the next episode. Please tell another.

    Reply
  84. M. K. B.

    Quadrodox … Rinpoche, uncomparable !!
    Thank you again, unmeassurable !

    Reply
  85. Clifford

    Can dogs break out of the circle of samsara and achieve animal Bodhisatva-hood? I have met some dogs with better cognitive abilities as well as compassion than some people, so why make them go through another cycle?

    Reply
  86. katrina

    Thank you for praying this transitory collection
    to sleep 😉

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  87. Ch. l. T.

    Ha ha, for the sake of all beings-
    happy new year, Rinpoche!
    May your aspirations be completly fullfilled;
    happy to join in a few days
    in “real” time and different
    place.

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  88. Jorge

    Sku, gsung, thugs, yon tan, ‘phrin las.
    Impermanence and emptiness.
    How do these concepts come together in cultures where success at all costs seems to rule supreme? People get drunk on their own self-importance and ability to manipulate lesser beings.

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  89. MKB

    Aspiration to have no aspiration
    just be in the isness
    helping confedently
    letting work out
    and blossom
    out of mudyness
    pure and shining
    gratefull receiving
    from beings who are walking the talking

    ***

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  90. katrina

    … if there ever had been a tale, would surely remember, all goes downhill, dear Rinpoche – humor is saving. And who knows about future-tales ?

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  91. Sh. l. T.

    Now would be the right time to call and hear “hello”.
    Thank you for sharing, dear Rinpoche.

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  92. Tara

    How vast rain of blessing
    on the rippels
    of the ocean

    gratefull aware

    ***

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  93. Sh. l. T.

    May they know they are me ….

    out of hundrets
    one is in my mind

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  94. Tara

    Rinpoche, defenetly not a feel-good-path – thank you for every single word you gave.
    Namtok – nothing left so say.
    Have a good by-heart whatever.

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  95. marigold

    yes, may love and admiration
    not diminish
    but expend more and more
    letting fall flowers
    to his feet

    happy losar

    Reply
  96. w.ness

    Transitory desertness …

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  97. Neten

    Rime Movement. Concepts are not meant to be idolized or followed blindly by those seeking nirvana.

    Happy year of the Earth Pig. For everything there is a time and a place……

    Reply
    • sesamy

      … watch the one who watches the blindly following seeker <3

      Reply
  98. w.dom

    To Manjushris feet !

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  99. w.ww

    Kindly aware of the lonely, bored longer.

    … and the quietness

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  100. w.ness

    This imagination of bathroom browsing Buddha
    is contributing to happiness;
    rejoicing regards, pulling nets thread

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  101. mkb

    Next fullmoon in the water
    or once in a blue moon
    who knows
    but now
    bright, shining, complete
    inside the heart

    ***

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  102. b.less

    By letting go
    the one and only illusion
    there`s no one
    who could be
    enlightened
    but
    enlightenment
    poems popping up
    and dissolve
    but
    remaining truth
    never change

    with love & gratitude

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  103. Saha

    Patience
    again
    and
    again

    for
    the
    time being

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  104. ))) o (((

    till the yearning
    for echos
    will be
    exhausted

    in your footsteps

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    • earth pig

      …or the last skin will be peeled off
      praying for it
      gratitude

      Reply
  105. Garudia

    By hearing well your encouragement
    by loving , by having aspiration
    by confedently giving space
    to the lacking confidence
    may i be able
    for the long run
    of Äons
    in timelessness
    where never has been
    any illusion

    for the sake of all beings

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  106. Juniper

    Cornered in wits end
    sitting mids of gaps
    ears wide open

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  107. younity

    The big yearn
    the small me
    like clouds
    passing

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  108. Inspired element

    Laughing like a horse, writomaniacly squeaking .

    Please, continue … as you do, dear Rinpoche.

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  109. timeracers

    Thanks to your living example
    a certain face is tatooed on our heart
    and a certain voice carved our inner hearing

    gratitude

    Reply
  110. hidden gold

    Not feeling rejected is the proof … ?
    well
    its there, but its not there.
    Kindly aware and thankfull
    for your guidance

    Dharmanet is holding us

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  111. tashita

    Oh dear
    what to say
    when all
    is said
    just holding
    third birds
    view

    Reply
  112. sunmoonoceanlotus

    Venerating
    the ocean
    of Buddhadharma
    celebrating
    embodyments birthday
    please
    stay with us
    untill
    liberation
    is
    fullfilled

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  113. cloud passing

    Writing in this empty space …
    receiving echos
    dancing with
    illusion
    deludingly calm down
    seeing
    clouds dissolving
    bright blue sky
    within rainbow
    is able to appear

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  114. mercury

    Embracing the swiftness
    <3

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  115. amrita

    having had this visit
    in dream
    waking up wondering
    how blissfull body
    struggle with
    this fearfull mind
    still shying away
    from this overwhelming
    isness

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  116. # dream

    Namo

    Namo
    Namo
    Namo

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  117. moony

    Looking to the moon
    you pointed to
    bravly ignoring
    your finger
    may all beings
    see brightly clear
    the beauty of
    its light
    reminding
    sister sun
    is shining him visible

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  118. da ki ni

    Another prayerflag is put up
    may all beings be inspired
    may they be reminded
    to the union
    of wisdom & compassion

    namo buddhaya

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  119. mothview

    the urge to merge
    created by
    deludedness
    is joining
    desire-realms
    existence

    may all be liberated

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  120. amrita

    Ah, Manjushri
    dreamed
    sitting in the desert
    yearning for moisture
    awaken in the ocean
    mids of it
    dreamlike ocean
    may your blessing
    free us from the extreme
    and help to renounce
    ignorance
    may we be reminded
    to the view
    using our sword
    cutting through
    delusion

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  121. y. t.

    …. no worldly prince is doing justice
    and as a wise princess would wish
    may we meet in the pure land …

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  122. y. t.

    * *
    *** ***
    ***** ***** Poems

    runs

    out

    * *
    * *
    ***

    Reply
    • samesame

      to assume any algorithm
      could take over
      human imagination
      is a simple misconception

      never the less
      thank you
      using means skillfully

      Reply
    • KY

      No they don’t. A certain level of enlightenment and understanding is required to see them.

      Reply
      • # *

        Please to meet you ***

        Reply
        • ones and zeros

          Pleased of course at the moment … distraction included 😉
          but nothing against meeting

          Reply
          • 1s & 0s

            … getting a clue of what could be meant by not wasting time, generally, relativly spoken.
            Hand on my head is required !

  123. pema

    Listen across
    the wall
    of conclusion
    to hear
    the sound
    of your
    bell

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  124. dropping

    Wind is blowing
    through my empty house
    wispering
    the secret name
    staying untouched
    in its
    radiance

    Reply
  125. pleased by your request

    Rinpoche … ??

    Reply
  126. _()_

    Yes, dear Rinpoche
    sons and daughters
    will do.

    May all be liberated

    Reply
    • Clara Sales

      Texto maravilhoso! É incrível a total semelhança da história do terang da foto com a lenda brasileira do Saci Pererê, que é um menino de uma perna só que usa gorro vermelho, um espírito da floresta que prega peça nas pessoas. Para mim que a lenda brasileira é mais antiga do que a chegada do budismo no Brasil. A cultura é realmente um fenômeno lindo, fantástico e surpreendente!

      Reply
  127. Erin

    May our prayers and our tears and our wishes come true for peace and for enlightenment to blossom in the heart and to work its magical way through the blessing of the Buddhas of the three times. May we meet with our teachers and humbly serve them with diligence and faith. May we work for the welfare of all living beings.

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